Oh, Jesus. I want to leave so badly. I want to go somewhere where I belong. I don’t know where that is, or who is there, but it can’t be here. Can it?

I feel like I could hide away for weeks.

Oh, God. Please help me regain respect for myself and not let myself be used…knowingly. Jesus, I beg You for Your comfort and Your love that is longer, wider, higher, deeper than any love on this earth I desire.

Heavenly Father, I pray for peace with being alone. I pray for acceptance that all things are in Your time. Help me guard my heart, Healer.

Help me seek first Your kingdom, Jesus.

I love you.